omg everything hurts



so much
even my hair hurts
this is NOT fair
i had bare stuff planned this week


why are you still being a misrable cunt to just me and being nice to everyone else in the room

Fuckers made me ill

"Secret" all night party got raided it was shit anyway the music was NOT what was advertised
and the guy at the door didnt give me back my vodka and diet coke pissed
trekked to bow went to some other rave thing in some warehouse but there were like 40 people at the most wasnt saying alot but twas free bare tired after being at southend on sea all day running round after a six year old
bare white shit all over the floor looked like i had been playing on a building site all night
left at like 5am walked to bustop realised we were in tower hamlets "lol" and were bare far from mine got to holburn found a shop that was open
got to my street carring my shoes in my hand and had massive rips in my tights bumped into my neighbours going to church awakard
finally got to mine attempted to watch spongebob but we fell asleep till like 1 then woke up after my dad had woken me up looking for keys at 7am then he did DIY all morning with the fucking drill, watched the entire 1st series of the young ones, ate korma then watched family till 8 then i fell asleep again till 7 this morning when my dad woke up looking for his oyster fell back asleep but woke up again when i nearly suffocated myself with the duvet
made tea and then watched trisha
long

I'm actually dying for a job now


HELP ME !!!
:(

Im not going to lie
this is the wallpaper on my phone

jesuuuuuuuuuuus

We ran out of food and drink after like 3 days
and just slept all the time
then went home cos im sorry im not staying somewhere even if it is a free yard where there is no food and the oven doesnt work

Moving out is harder than you would think

Why is everyone gunning the new harry potter film so much
yh so they miss out bits from the book but its already nearly 3 hours long without all the bits they missed
the cinematography is good and the lighting and symbolism is sick
take for example when draco puts the birds in the vanishing cabinet, see how the black bird lives and not the white bird and dumbledore falling from such a great height

If you go down to the woods today...

slump

I miss being little and playing the piano



i loveeeeeeeeee her

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2 kl 4 skl

i think i want my hair brown againnnn

THIS GIRLS NAILS ARE BUTTERS


BUT YH MAN WHERE DID MY SUMMER GO D:

YH FUCK YOU I WENT
6 YEARS OLD

LONG TIME LOVE

IM STILL REALLY SAD D:

COOKING TIME

for christmas please

I need to start taking pictures again

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:)