aww aww aww

so fed up of running around after you

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I just

Threw up in my mouth

ew.

i hate the dentist

Stress

I had no idea how much applying straight into degree would fuck my head up

I either want to cry or pas out I have so much work to do and so many different types of photos to take and i might not even get into the degree course i want to do and i cant afford to do foundation as I'm a year behind everyone

everythings just collaspsing.

Why can't things be easier

so much to do so much to write

no money for any of the things i need and i dont have time for a job

and none of my friends will let me take the photos i need for my course even though they said they would

and i need to do much mch

I want to go home

leave london

its all too much

I think my head might explode

I cant eat sleep or concentrate properly

dot understand how I'm eating that much and still chubby

I dont get it

I feel like im sinking into mud

DRESS UP TIME

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<3 <3 <3

bite bite chew the fat

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I want my baby back :(

Fuck this

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Films

1.
And when I shall die, take him and cut him up in little stars, and he will make the face of heaven so fine that all the world will fall in love with night and pay no worship to the garish sun.


2.
You mean she would rather imagine herself relating to an absent person than build relationships with those around her?


3.
A: I still have your underwear.
B: I still have your virginity.
A: Would you shut up?


4.
A : Kamaji.
B : [wakes up] Oh, Haku, you're awake.
A : Where's Sen? What happened? Please, tell me.
B : Don't you remember anything?
A : Just little pieces. Chihiro kept calling my name in the darkness. I followed her voice and woke up lying here.
B: Chihiro, huh? Her real name's Chihiro? Can't beat the power of love.
(if you dont get that your stupid)


5.
I just wondered if you'd like to be my girlfriend. I think you're lovely


6.
A : He's defending me. He's my knight in shining armor.
B : Don't mention knights around Mark, it's a sore subject.
A : I'm going to kill that motherfucker.
B : Pun intended?


7.
A: [over the phone] Dragan?
B: Yes.
A: I've got an idea... Why don't you come 'round for breakfast? I'll squeeze some orange juice and grind some coffee and we can talk about this like adults. How's that sound?
B: Sounds very hospitable.
A: Do you know where I live?
B: No.
A: Well, fuck off then.


8.
A: [showing B bubble-wrap and popping a bubble] Pop!
[points to B]
A: You pop!


9.
A: What's that?
B: This, my friend, is a pint.
A: It comes in pints?
[In low voice]
A: I'm getting one


10.
A : No. No, you can't... STOP. Please don't go away. Please? No one's ever stuck with me for so long before. And if you leave... if you leave... I just, I remember things better with you. I do, look. P. Sherman, forty-two... forty-two... I remember it, I do. It's there, I know it is, because when I look at you, I can feel it. And-and I look at you, and I... and I'm home. Please... I don't want that to go away. I don't want to forget.
B : I'm sorry, Dory. But I... do.

I need to watch garden state soon :(



Fuck Me I Love The Shins

Chanel Upped Their Game

With the Leiber Collab Rose Purse


One Chanel Bag is not enough for me :(

Voyeurism as a definition is is the sexual interest in or practice of spying on people engaged in intimate behaviors, such as undressing, sexual activity, or other activity usually considered to be of a private nature. In popular imagination the term is used in a more general sense to refer to someone who habitually observes others without their knowledge, and there is no necessary implication of any sexual interest.
Voyeurism in my experience, can be split into two categories one being the sexual side and the other being more of an intimate approach to the photos often depicting family situations and children rather than the more sexual approach to photos and advertisements “sex sells” as depicted in the above photo by Terry Richardson. The more sexual side could also be split into categories such as fashion/advertising and photojournalism.
I’ve always loved voyeuristic photography and many of my favorite photographers are considered voyeurs unto their work. Such as Terry Richardson, Dash Snow, Ryan Mcginely, Nan Goldin, Richard Billingham


168 words down
3000 to go

dino rawr

Jesus Christ, that's a pretty face
The kind you'd find on someone that could save
If they don't put me away
It’ll be a miracle

Do you believe you're missing out?
That everything good is happening somewhere else
But with nobody in your bed
The night is hard to get through

And I will die all alone
And when I arrive I won’t know anyone

Well, Jesus Christ, I’m alone again
So what did you do those three days you were dead?
Because this problem's gonna last
More than the weekend

Well, Jesus Christ I’m not scared to die
I’m a little bit scared of what comes after
Do I get the gold chariot
Do I float through the ceiling

Do I divide and fall apart
Cause my bright is too slight to hold back all my dark
This ship went down in sight of land
And at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands?

I know you'll come in the night like a thief
But I’ve had some time alone to hone my lying technique
I know you think that I’m someone you can trust
But I’m scared I’ll get scared and I swear I’ll try to nail you back up
(everyone now)
So do you think that we could work out a sign
So I’ll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try
I know you'll come for the people like me
But we all got wood and nails,
And talk dirt at hating factories
But, we all got wood and nails
And talk dirt at hating factories
Yeah, we all got wood and nails
And we sleep inside of this machine


I miss you :(

Don’t tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive?
she's buffting

You kissed someone last night, didn’t you?
no

Do you find smoking unattractive?
nooo

What’s upset you the most in the past week?
everything

Will you be in a relationship in two months?
no

Where would you go on a road trip with your best friend?
irelanddd

Have you consumed alcohol in the past 24 hours?
yes

Spell your name without an L ?
zara noah

What are you listening to right now?
brand new

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
ages ago

Are you a different person now than you were five years ago?
of course

Do you have unlimited texting?
no i hate texting i generally hate my phone

Did any particular thing brighten up your day today?
finally saw 500 days of summer

Does anyone hate you?
yep

Do you like to text or call more?
call

Do you have an older brother?
no

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
yes :|

You have to get a piercing, what do you get?
i'd finally redo my right ear lobe

What woke you up this morning?
bronia ringing me from art

Are you excited about anything?
no

Do you like your hair?
no

Does anyone have feelings for you?
no

Whats on your wrist right now?
a tattoo

Single or taken?
single :)

Last person u said i love u to?
dad before he went to bed

Piercings?
lots

Want More?
yesss

First kiss?
cant remember

Do you get most of your traits from mum or dad?
neither

Who is at your house?
shaun poppy willow daddy n mumma

What is your middle name?
elizabeth

What are you doing tomorrow?
college

Is there one person you want to be with right now?
mhmm

7th text received?
fuck looking at my phone for that

4th missed call?
ditto

Who do you go to for advice the most?
mumma or bronia

Last text message was from?
hazel i think

Were you single last summer?
yess

Did the last guy/girl you kissed have any tattoos?
noo

Was your last relationship a mistake?
yes

Would you rather have long or short hair?
long

Do you trust all of your friends?
ahhahah no

Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
nope

Plans for saturday?
not as yet

Have you ever dated anyone just for their looks?
yes

Whats the worst way to die?
waking up in like SAW or something

Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
depends on the music

Will this weekend be a good one?
we shall see

Are any of your friends virgins?
i think one or two

Could things possibly get any better?
always

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
no

Is there anyone you know that deserves to get slapped?
lotss

Have you ever made out in a park?
yes

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
very much so

Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
no

Have you ever wished you couldve had someone but you messed that up?
of course